Diary in English 2024/9/27

I found this cushion at the bottom of my futons.

オリエント 収納袋 クッション ふとんdeクッション しば犬 使用サイズ 約直径35cm 長さ73cm

I wonder to buy some cushions for my sons coming home next month, but I found. This is used put (old) futon in this bag as a cushion. I put oldest futon in it.
I put the cover off and washed last night. Hm, pretty dog is here now.

Living alone causes loneliness, I guessed so. But I have not changed yet. Maybe my lover's soul is with me, and I can feet it every single time.
He laughs and amazement at me when I still continue Duolingo, learning language app, just as he was alive. He will say "Wow, are you still doing this?"
Why do I remember him so vividly?
I know the answer, I promised him to remember everything we did, because he had a memory loss due to the aftereffects of encephalitis. I forced myself to remember everything about us. I remember his smells, warmth and size of his hand and his voice.

My older son who lives in north sent me a present! I was so happy to open the box, there are delicious Hokkaido.