Diary in English 2024/9/12

I won rice in a raffle purchase, so it delivered yesterday. I wanted to dance when I got the rice after several weeks rice loss.
"Hey! Welcome to my home!" I told to rice, weird.
But you know rice is important for our meal.
Le riz est importante pour notre cuisine.

My father died at 54 years old. I'm now 51.
I'll turn to 54 soon, I thought it was so far…I'm surely getting old.
Everyone told me that they heard he died at 54, "He was too young to die!", but at the time, I was young. "Young? But he is 54, it's an old age."
What a arrogant!
I don't want to die, but I live without denying death, I'm not living actively.
Because I think I have done my duty of human.