Diary in English

I found the book about Western culture for high school students, old and dusty.
Anyway whose is this?
I opened the last page, there will be the date of publish.

1989

Eww, this is mine.
It must be old and dusty.
But it will help me even today.

I quit high school after one day.
And yet I still have it.
Yes, I also have some textbook of other subjects.

How luxurious was my childhood!
All I could do was study, never bothering by housework and house managements.
I used to buy and eat dinner alone, all alone, like the movie.
Loneliness ate away at my heart.

Do I want to be back then?

Absolutely no.
I'm not alone now.