I wish the admiration or love would be unnecessary in human life

People can do everything on their own.
They can satisfy themselves on their own.
When they have hunger, eat something.
When they are furious, calm down. I recommend you anger management.
When they have sadness, see a heart-warming film and cry a lot. Release your stress by that.
When they feel sleepy, fall asleep.
However… when they feel loneliness, they can’t make themselves be under the control by themselves.
Human beings need admiration or love by others.
Sometimes they die because of the lack of love from others, like a little baby.
Babies definitely died unless they felt warmth or love by others.

I’m always thinking why human beings need admiration or love from others although they can do almost everything they need.
They generate not only happiness but jealousy, conflict and many things that are something bad.
These stuff ruin my life every single time.
Like this essay.
I’m writing this essay because I want to share my opinion or what I think with others.
But it means, I want to show others what I think somewhere in my heart.
If I didn’t want, I would just tell my close, 2 to 3 people, that.
But I posted that on my Instagram which is a social media so many people use and what’s more, I hashtagged.
It’s a kind of admiration getter.

I really hate admiration and love.
Because probably I really need them.
I often think I wish I could quit existing as a human being.
I don’t know if other mammals need admiration or love though.
Because of the anxiety about admiration and love, I’ve got so much stress.
I’ve been hoping the medication which makes my desire for acquiring admiration and love lessen would come out for few years.
But it hasn’t been created yet.
Unfortunate or fortunate.