She Used to Be Mine (Sara Bareilles) from Waitress

かたちがあるかどうかが、問題なのではない。

目には見えないけれど、たしかに在ると感じている、なにかを、この三次元の世界に "音" す 。

その "一瞬" こそが、わたしに与えられている、最高のギフトだ。

She Used to Be Mine
Sara Bareilles

(I decided to perform this song, inspired by Sara and Jessie Muller)

It's not simple to say
Most days, I don't recognize me
These shoes, this apron, that place, and its patrons
Have taken more than I gave 'em

It's not easy to know
I'm not anything like I used to be
Although it's true I was never attention sweet center
I still remember that girl

She's imperfect, but she tries
She is good, but she lies
She is hard on herself
She is broken and won't ask for help
She is messy, but she's kind
She is lonely most of the time
She is all of this mixed up, and baked in a beautiful pie
She is gone, but she used to be mine

And it's not what I asked for
Sometimes life just slips in through a back door,
Curves out a person, and makes you believe it's all true
And now I've got you

You're not what I asked for
If I'm honest I know I would give it all back for a chance
To start over, and rewrite an ending or two
For the girl that I knew

Who was reckless, just enough who gets hurt but who learns how to toughen up
When she's bruised, and gets used by a man who can't love,
And then she'll get stuck, and be scared of the life that's inside her
Getting stronger each day 'til it finally reminds her
Fight just a little to bring back the fire in her eyes
That's been gone, but used to be mine
Oh, used to be mine

She is messy, but she's kind
She is lonely most of the time
She is all of this mixed up, and baked in a beautiful pie
She is gone, but she used to be mine