How to See Ghosts

Recently, I’ve got an exorcism for the first time in my life. Bad things kept happening around me, and I also got into an accident. From a point in time, things that made me feel threatened for my life kept happening, so I asked for the spiritual help, to get an exorcism.

This is the story before that day.

I got on a train for some reasons, there was a man in the seat in front of the one I sat on. He seemed sleepy. At first, he was just dozing off, so I didn’t care at all. But his face was turning blue, I thought he might have a headache, he started to hold his brow. His expression became pained. I thought he was suffering from his headache, then he dropped his mobile phone from his trembling hand. He tried to pick it up but couldn’t do that and dropped it again.

He just looked sleepy a few seconds ago, though now he was swinging his upper body like a drunkard does. Now I worried for him but I arrived at my transfer station, so I changed the trains.

There was a man by the door, then the same thing happened. He looked perfectly fine at first then started to hold his brow and swing his body. He also dropped his phone. He tried to pick it up, but with his trembled hands like an alcoholic, it wasn’t successful. But both men I met didn’t smell like an alcoholic at all. I wondered what happened to them but couldn’t do anything. I finally reached to my station and got off the train.

On the way home, the train was crowded and filled with office workers going home. There was an opening seat, even though both my hands were full with my luggage, but somehow, I didn’t feel like sitting on it. A woman got on a train and sat in the seat. Suddenly a man next to the woman stood up, seemed confused, like he lost something. Many times, he glanced at the opened space, where he left from just now but nothing was there. He didn’t sit there again, kept standing near there.
The train stopped at another station, then another young woman boarded. She found the space and sat there. This time, I felt someone standing just behind me. I turned around, tried to see what was going on. A woman in her thirties had just stood up. The same thing had been happening to the woman, checking for something.
Then I remembered.

Seeing the situation like people playing musical chairs, I remember when I was in my teens. I had a male friend who could see ghosts. According to his words, he was always in trouble by seeing them. One day I asked him how to see ghosts. He said “Have you seen an open seat on a very crowded train? Every one seems tired, though, somehow there’s an open space. On such a seat, there’s already a ghost sitting there.” That’s what he taught me. “So if you keep watching the space carefully, you will know what a ghost is like. You may gain the power to see ghosts.”

I was wondering what kind of ghost was sitting on this train now.

Moreover, one more thing I remembered was, when I met people who have a strong sixth sense, I always asked whether I have guardian sprits or not and I had been twice told I’m possessed by an alcoholic. The bad things I mentioned in the beginning started to happen at the point where I felt possessed by it.
This happened before the day of getting an exorcism, so I think it’s the last struggle to show me its existence by possessing various people in front of me.
By the way, thanks to the exorcism, I don't have accidents or sudden death around me anymore. But when I tell this story or a story about vicious drinkers, for example at the café with my friend, a black shadow creeps up by the window. Of course, I'm not sure, it may be a bird, but it's a little too big for a bird and it stands still. Or When I drive, I sometimes tell this story, and at the front window at midnight a shadow whose shape is like man's head appears in a swoop and disappear.

It's like asking “Did you call my name?”