If I could drown in a sea of ​​tears

Why do tears almost spill when I get in the car?

Why do tears well up when I let my guard down?

I can't show you this

If I could drown in a sea of ​​tears,
I wonder if I wouldn't have to show you this

I guess I want to cry

Before the new year comes, I want to drown in a sea of ​​tears