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日記と同じくらい続いているブログ。
書き始めたきっかけは…10年位前に友人の占星術鑑定を受けた時ホロスコープ上の蠍座金星は私の強みにもなると聞いてそれを書くことに活用したいと思って書き始めた気がする。気づきという形で時々降りてくる直観を言語化したいと思った。
(西洋占星術について熱心なのは根底に自分を深く知りたいという欲求があるからだと思う。自分自身を深く知り愛することは誰にとっても大事な事だが私にとって一般的な意味と違う何かがあってそれはこの人生でとても大切だと感じる。)
A blog that lasted as long as a diary. How I started writing... About 10 years ago, when I took a friend's astrology test, and heard that Venus in Scorpio in my horoscope would be my strength, so I started writing because I wanted to put that to use in my writing. I also wanted to verbalize the intuition that sometimes comes through the form of awareness.
(I think the reason my passion for Western astrology is because I have an underlying desire to know myself deeply. It is important for everyone to deeply know and love yourself, but there is something different from the general meaning for me, and I feel that is very important in this life.)
The person who gave me astrology test told that it would be good to write something deep about it, and I think that's how I got into the habit of putting my intuition into words.
リラックスしている時や全く別の動作をしている最中、何かに深く感動した時などに訪れるこの気づきというか、直観というかインスピレーション、または内なる自分の言葉というのはとても普遍的だという事に気づき、自分の胸の内だけにとどめておくものではなくシェアした方が誰かの役にたつのではないかと思うようになった。他を助けたいというのは何故か私の自然な欲求の一つである。これも人間の普遍的な欲求だと思う。
余りにも聞こえが良すぎるので今まで人に話すこともなかったけど。
気づきを正確に言語化しようとする試みは私にとって夢中になれることだ。
気づき、インスピレーション、直観というのは言葉の形で訪れない。
純粋でとてもシンプルだからその一点のみを伝えたいための土台として他の言葉を用意するという感じ。
I realized that the awareness, intuition or inspiration from my inner self that comes to me when I am very relaxing, doing a completely different things like household or reading a book or walking, or when I am deeply moved by something. (When I'm cooking, my mind is spinning so I don't notice anything.) And when I tried to put it into words, I realized that this realization was very universal. Then I started to think that it might be more helpful to someone if I shared this rather than keeping it to myself. For some reason, wanting to help others is one of my natural desires. I believe this is also a universal human desire. I've never told anyone about it before because it sounds too well.
Trying to put my awareness into words accurately is something I find fascinating. Awareness, inspiration, and intuition do not come in the form of words. Most of the time I feel it through physical sense, but sometimes visual images come to mind. It's pure and very simple, so I prepare other words as a foundation to convey just that one point.
写真をSNSにアップする時、タイトルを考えることと全くの別の作業と思う。
私の写真はコントラストが弱くインパクトが薄いので写真だけで何かを伝えるのはむずかしいと思った。写真をどうやって「すてき」に見せられるか、見る人のイメージをある程度誘導するための工夫。写真繋がりの友人による影響も大きい。
私の場合、タイトルの付け方は俳句に似ていると思う。
写真から連想するものを正確に運ぶ言葉を選ぶ。個人的な好みもあるけど少ない言葉で直観的に伝える方法が好みだと思う。
Coming up with a title for the photo is a completely different task. My photos have low contrast and little impact, so I thought it would be difficult to convey something with photos alone. For me, the title is how to make a photo look “lovely” and ways to guide the viewer’s image to a certain extent. The influence of friends with photography connections is also large. In my case, I often feel my way of create titles is similar to Haiku. I choose words that convey exactly what the photo evokes. It's a personal preference, but I prefer a method of communicating intuitively using fewer words since this is close to my body feeling.
Around the summer of '22. I thought it was shaped like a phoenix.
「ハイヤーセルフは自分が自分を受け入れる覚悟ができた時、性質が変わる。
雲や空に映り込み、視覚で分かるものなんです。
自分を受け入れる諦め。
自分自身を育ててゆく覚悟。」というような内容のブログを読んで納得した。
2022年頃はこんな風なすばらしい形の雲をよく見た。
"The nature of your higher self changes when you are ready to accept yourself. It is reflected in the clouds and sky and can be seen visually. Resignation to accepting myself.
Determination to develop yourself."
I read a blog with content like this and was convinced. Around 2022, I often saw clouds with wonderful shapes like this.
There are a lot of bird shapes.
こんな雲が出ている時、必ず気づく事が不思議だった。心を鷲掴みにされて見ているうちに涙が出てくる。身体は自分だと考えている自分とは全く別次元の自分と直接反応していると思う。
それはいつもそこに居る。
いつも期待を軽く超えてくれる。
この幸せな気分をいつまでも味わいたかったし、もう情報はいらなかった。
It was strange that I always noticed when there were clouds like this. I watch it, my heart gripped in an instant, and tears. I believe that our bodies are directly reacting to a completely different version of ourselves from what we think of as ourselves in the head.
It's always there
It responds always surpass my expectation easily.
Last night I wanted to be immersed in the afterglow.
That was a message from someone who knows that only love moves people.