What's currently on my mind

Hi there,

Day 3 of the 30 days blogging challenge.

A bit tired today after going to the gym for an hour. 

so today's topic is "what is on my mind". hmm... let me summarize what my thoughts were taken to today.. 

The number one thing was about my job. Recently I was asked to move my team member. I actually don't know how to proceed or I am still lost to what I should am going to do in the new team. The feeling of uncertainty, worries fills me. At these moments, I always tend to ask myself if I want to remain at the same place... if I am alright to let someone else decide what I am going to do for the future. Or should I take the initiative and go to different places to challenge myself?

I think many people would respond and tell me to take the initiative and move and challenge myself. It's easy said than done. I think if a person have strong will or goal in their life they can move confidently and take initiative. Yet, in reality, I don't think many people in their early 20s have those perspectives in their life. (If you do I think it's amazing!)

Especially in our current society, I think in daily spam, our norms for happiness change by social media making it hard for us to focus on one thing or come to our original best plan. I tend to be strongly influenced by people and I easily lose track of what is best for me, starting to compare with others etc. So,, it's three days since I deleted Instagram from my phone and I only check it once or twice a day. This to be honest made me feel much better about myself. I came to a realization of waiting to do many more things, I became more enthusiastic about politics, gender, relationship, friends and many more. 

Being able to focus on one thing is a strength and I want to continue this scheme. one more thing I often think about is a relationship but let's take that for day 8 "ten things you like about your significant other". 

Thanks for joining my thought process. it's nice to write my feelings in words to organize my ideas. Writing does make me realize many things and I am starting to enjoy this my-time! :)