【Diary#23】Mentally

I think I am mentally weak.


I'm depressed because a stranger has a hard time.

I thought I could carry out alone.

I thought I won't get married cause it's a little hard from the point of view time, money, responsibility.

But more than that, I think I couldn't stand loneliness.

I thought I was happy with LoL.

but I'm so happy now that I quit LoL.
I'm sure that my QOL is better than before.

I have a habit of getting into something.
I think it's okay but sometimes, that habit hurt me like LoL.

So I have to be aware of it.



actually, I chat a certain girl on online.

the girl's attitude seems cold on text, the way of thinking is so warm.

I really like talking about all of the person's stories.
Also, I really like feeling about some parts of the parson's stories.
It's like heart talking.

BTW, my sister doesn't say everything.
But She tells me most of all.

I think she is good at the point of choice wards.


For Instance,
I sent a microwave to my family cause they use a broken one.
So she sent me "It looks like grow up only you. Thank you."

but after, my mother told me "she was crying when looking at the microwave."

and I already know how happy she is from her text.

I never thought to give presents makes feel good.

hehe :))