15.09.24 | Thoughts

It's been a few hectic days. We had a very kind guest with her dog stay here for two nights. Mom and I cleaned the whole house and made sure they both feel comfortable~The dog liked me, which made me feel accomplished. ✨

I've been eating well and try to stay busy, so the  thoughts about being lonely won't creep up on me too fast. 

My last breakup really messed with my mental health and I'm slowly trying to find myself. I've been a bit distant with everyone, but I hope all my friends understand. I love them so much and wish them happiness. ❤️

I wish I had someone by my side who has a warm soul and never wants to see me cry. Maybe someday.. 👉👈

Lately the only game that I play, is Bloodborne. I love everything about it! The music, the atmosphere and the challenges that you have to face in these dark areas. The fashion is also really nice and I wish to dress like that. Haha 

My latest dessert obsession is sweet lotus root soup with nuts, seeds, glutinous rice balls and tapioca pearls. I got the lotus root powder from an Asian supermarket, mix it with hot water and put all these other her ingredients in. So good! I love the soft and chewy textures sooooo much, especially when it comes jellies, everything tapioca, and pudding~ 

Anyways, I'm going to see my amazing friend on the 19th of this month and I'm so excited! It's been over a year since we last saw each other. We will go to a restaurant, botanical garden and maybe even cosplay~ my camera is ready! 💓

Please take care of yourself and thank you for reading! I'm always searching for kind human beings who want to become friends. 🥺