To anyone whose today never ends

Hello.
My name is Coun, and I am a rookie web designer.

I haven't started earning yet, but I have decided to leave the company I work for, so I will soon be a promising unemployed one to be precise.

I have been on leave from the company I work for since the beginning of August 2022. It is because I had a mental breakdown.

It has been nine months since I started taking a leave of absence. Time flies.

Actually, it was not fast. Especially the first 7 months or so were really harsh and went really slow.

Everything I went through in a day was painful and I cried every single day.

It was painful, I mean it.

When I wake up in the morning.
When I go to the bathroom.
When I eat at the table.
When I climb the stairs.
When I take a bath.
And when I go to bed at night.

Every action, every stimulus was like a tear trigger.

Still, I am feeling better now. My heart, too, is almost back. I am happy. I'm glad that I'm happy!

I was in despair because I didn't see an end to the pain. I mean, there is no end, but I am amazed and grateful that I am able to live each day as "normal" again.

Regaining my will and power, I thought I would keep that damned painful experience on the record. For myself.

And I will write it in the hope that it will reach those who are in a little pain or tremendous pain right now. To anyone who feels like today never ends. I hope you find my writing relaxing and feel a bit better after reading it.

I know I might sound a little pretentious. But I don't care. I want to send this to me in the past.

Also, I would be happy if you could read this no matter how healthy or devasted you are currently. After all, it makes me happy to have people read what I have written :)

My plan for today is to get scolded by my family for staying up late last night TT

Thank you for reading! Feel free to leave comments.

*This article is a translation of the following Japanese page.