Desperate measures

I bought a cactus and silver pinky ring,
according to folklore and Feng Shui (sort of?),
some how they can help me avoid the entrapment and trouble from work.
I feel a little shame to try these superstitious things,
but mentally I'm feeling kinda weak, so I'm willing to try anything right now.
Send off an elder friend for the last time today,
also lose two of my dogs this horrible year,
and my cat is getting quite old too, I'm worried about him.
I don't want to face any major change for the remaining two month.
Can't wait to get rid of them.

To take my mind off the negativity,
I defrost and organize the chest freezer,
in order to gain some control of my life.
it helped. I love to organize things.

I refuse to bow down to bad luck and backstabbers.
I guess there's still some fight left in me.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xo1VInw-SKc